Monday, January 14, 2008

helplessly neglecting my duities

so, i had all break to write my proposal for a $15,000 grant. every time i start my heart skips and i panic so i do a million other things ( like write this) instead of writing my proposal. i have already written it once to get accepted through tyler, but i have to rewrite it. blah. this really should not be as painful as it is. i should be really excited. i have never procrastinated one thing for so long... ever. 20 page papers on contemporary ceramics are easier than this 750 word proposal. on second thought, how difficult and stressful is it to convince a committee to give you 15000 dollars in only 750 words. shit.